Work till 8 then ibar with my coworkers to dance with cutey Brett before he moves away to North Carolina.

Grandma Party on Sunday was amazing. I'll post pictures from lately, later.

please go away itchies.

pretty please.

this is miseraaaaable.

( Girly Wish List Part 1 )

I saw a freshly-turned-18 year old eat grass & dirt and masturbate in front of everyone last night.

Then she started crying about how often shes been raped & how she wants to kill herself & how she knows she has std's because she doesn't ever use protection and asked me if I liked girls because she wanted to have sex with me.

I calmed her down, found her car key, and made sure she was okay to drive home safely; even though the one who she was there for was gonna leave her b/c he didn't want to deal with it.

I deserve a gold fucking medal.

Man its crazy how fast your view on someone can change.

Back Booth was a blast though. Lots and lots of people dancing. Jonny's friends are always so nice & give me a ton of compliments. I love it when they come out!

Tonight I may be going to Tugg & Nish's Punk Rock Fashion Show & then Midnight Mass.

I'm just going to stare at this kitchen for a while and thing about how badly I do not want to clean it.

Gina said it best.

I will eventually do a big update with pictures from my trip and what not.

But for now I am really sick and exhausted so I'm gonna go take a nap before work.

I'm completely idle as this point
its all counter-production
I don't have a religion
so the only guidelines I've ever given myself in life
are to just make a difference in people's lives
and I'm not

I've got a brand new deck of cards
an awesome playlist
and a new job

... I'm ready to have a good fucking time!


P.S.- Final Playlist:

Nanny Nanny Boo Boo- Le Tigre
Come on Eileen- Save Ferris
Paper Planes- M.I.A.
Goodbye Daily Sadness- Cruiserweight
Suck My Left One- Bikini Kill
Sin Wagon- Dixie Chicks
Just a Girl- No Doubt
Goodbye Earl- Dixie Chicks
Bicycle Bicycle You Are My Bicycle- Be Your Own Pet
See You Again- Miley Cyrus
Bunk Trunk Skunk- Be Your Own Pet
Fuck the Pain Away- Peaches
Ticking Time Bomb- All Girl Summer Fun Band
The Competition- Kimya Dawson
Bath Water- No Doubt
I Don't Give a Fuck- Peaches
Deceptacon- Le Tigre
Hella Nervous- Gravy Train!!!
Hot Topic- Le Tigre
Thresher's Flail- Be Your Own Pet
Excuse Me Mr.- No Doubt
Buzz- Lemuria
Wildcat!- Be Your Own Pet
Emergency- Paramore
Dog- Lemuria
Down South Ten Hours- All Girl Summer Fun Band
Misery Business- Paramore
Titties Bounce- Gravy Train!!!
Fidelity- Regina Spektor
Landslide- Dixie Chicks

Jen Denhart

I am making a mixed CD of ridiculous girly pop punk bands for us to scream along with when we are drunk

expect it to include:

Be Your Own Pet
Gravy Train!!!
Le Tigre
Bikini Kill
Sleater Kinney
Paramore
Cruiser Weight
Lemuria
Miley Cyrus (that ones just for you)
Kimya Dawson
Peaches
Rilo Kiley
Regina Spektor

etc. etc.

this will also probably end up being what I listen to when I go running, jump roping, and hula hooping lol.

I can't fucking wait till you see what I become
and how its NOTHING like you.

Thanks for all the love and support
you're supposed to be my family.

Dark Knight was so good

today I want to go to Whole Foods & ride bikes

how hipster of me right?

Someone please find me a job before I die.

wiped out big time on Jordan's fixie

hey awesome.

hahahahahahahahahaha what a night

Alright so the last post, was the last post about that situation.
I won't keep doing this to myself. So I will be more constructive in here now.

I will post the things I do that make me happy, for example:



picture of my little brother I took at sea world.


I expect better things from myself, I hope I will fulfill them starting now.

Ive been complaining about the same things over and over in here... so let me change it up:

FUCK YEAH TOMORROW IS FRIDAY! CRITICAL MASS!
SOMEONE GO SEE WALL-E WITH ME THIS WEEKEND!

I dont think anyone fully understand where Im coming from and where Ive been.

Hey yesterday was fun.

But um going hot tubbing before making sure the hot tub actually gets hot, and forgetting to bring towels, is a fun, yet terrible idea.

I cant wait to get my bike back tomorrow and get her some really sick rims/tires. AND THEN CRITICAL MASS ON FRIDAY =D =D =D

Also, do not ask me to do anything that involves money anymore. Im so broke and Will owes me $175 still, which until I get that back, I'm not doing shit, unless its free, not to far away, or I can ride my bike there. I want a tattoo and it will not happen unless I save.

Tonight I am showering, making dinner, reading, and watching movies at home. And thats all I want to do.

Relaxing begins: now!

Hell yes last day I have to drive to Leeseburg!
fucking thank you!

Anyways, I can't deal with awkward pouting. Do not ask me to hang out and then mope around the whole time.

Hulk was intense and so good! Jen, I need that joker shirt so I can wear it to the premier of Dark Knight, so I need to give you money so you can hook it up; additionally with the leopard pants as well... and probably some black ones.

So now that schools done today I have to go find a job for real.

I still feel like a bad person. I can't get that miserable feeling out of the pit of my stomach.

I am putting my two weeks in at Houlihans again. Fuck that place. I'm never going back this time.

I got a new really super old vintage camera that only 300 hundred were ever made for my photography class. I'm super siked, especially to start my class. Also, I may be getting the job as the photographer for Lake Sumter's newspaper which means I get an additional $600 a semester in scholarship money if I am. My first year in college flew by and I feel really great about my life.

My parents are in Nevada/California till next friday so everyone should come keep me company.

Also, me and Neil watched Into the Wild today which was probably the saddest/greatest movie ever. That guy was a total badass.

I feel like I don't have real friends lately, only drinking buddies. Its kind of depressing.

Oh well.

Lastly, I just wish I had time/energy to exercise lately. Double oh well.

Time to make 1 a.m. pancakes with Neil! Bye!