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collstrz @ 2008-12-23T09:30:00

2008-12-23T14:35:23Z

Work till 8 then ibar with my coworkers to dance with cutey Brett before he moves away to North Carolina.

Grandma Party on Sunday was amazing. I'll post pictures from lately, later.

collstrz @ 2008-11-12T05:40:00

2008-11-12T10:40:25Z

please go away itchies.

pretty please.

this is miseraaaaable.

Wish list

2008-11-11T05:04:50Z

Mac Lip Glass (I have one right now but its almost gooooone!)

Also Mac Satin finish Vex Eyeshadow... almost out.

Silence & Noise Alicia Plaid Button Up

Lux Colorblock Knit Suspender Skirt

Betsey Johnson Bracelet Watch

BDG Flannel Shirtdress

Irish Flag Pocket Tee

Cheap Monday Plaid Bow Blouse

Silence & Noise Speakeasy Mini

Silence & Noise Printed Poplin Skirt

Folio Briefcase Bag

Fuiji Instax Camera

Bicycle! Manifesto by Sam Tracy

Rolleiflex Mini Digital Camera

Library Turntable

Lomography Splitzer For Diana+

"maybe the planets were aligned for full blown gnar mode."

2008-11-08T22:22:46Z

I saw a freshly-turned-18 year old eat grass & dirt and masturbate in front of everyone last night.

Then she started crying about how often shes been raped & how she wants to kill herself & how she knows she has std's because she doesn't ever use protection and asked me if I liked girls because she wanted to have sex with me.

I calmed her down, found her car key, and made sure she was okay to drive home safely; even though the one who she was there for was gonna leave her b/c he didn't want to deal with it.

I deserve a gold fucking medal.

Man its crazy how fast your view on someone can change.

Back Booth was a blast though. Lots and lots of people dancing. Jonny's friends are always so nice & give me a ton of compliments. I love it when they come out!

Tonight I may be going to Tugg & Nish's Punk Rock Fashion Show & then Midnight Mass.

collstrz @ 2008-11-05T17:33:00

2008-11-05T22:33:57Z

I'm just going to stare at this kitchen for a while and thing about how badly I do not want to clean it.

collstrz @ 2008-10-20T13:47:00

2008-10-20T17:48:29Z

Gina said it best.

collstrz @ 2008-09-29T14:15:00

2008-09-29T18:17:34Z

I will eventually do a big update with pictures from my trip and what not.

But for now I am really sick and exhausted so I'm gonna go take a nap before work.

collstrz @ 2008-09-17T21:58:00

2008-09-18T02:23:43Z

I'm completely idle as this point
its all counter-production
I don't have a religion
so the only guidelines I've ever given myself in life
are to just make a difference in people's lives
and I'm not

I don't fit in, so why do you want me?

2008-08-06T12:51:26Z

I've got a brand new deck of cards
an awesome playlist
and a new job

... I'm ready to have a good fucking time!

P.S.- Final Playlist:

Nanny Nanny Boo Boo- Le Tigre
Come on Eileen- Save Ferris
Paper Planes- M.I.A.
Goodbye Daily Sadness- Cruiserweight
Suck My Left One- Bikini Kill
Sin Wagon- Dixie Chicks
Just a Girl- No Doubt
Goodbye Earl- Dixie Chicks
Bicycle Bicycle You Are My Bicycle- Be Your Own Pet
See You Again- Miley Cyrus
Bunk Trunk Skunk- Be Your Own Pet
Fuck the Pain Away- Peaches
Ticking Time Bomb- All Girl Summer Fun Band
The Competition- Kimya Dawson
Bath Water- No Doubt
I Don't Give a Fuck- Peaches
Deceptacon- Le Tigre
Hella Nervous- Gravy Train!!!
Hot Topic- Le Tigre
Thresher's Flail- Be Your Own Pet
Excuse Me Mr.- No Doubt
Buzz- Lemuria
Wildcat!- Be Your Own Pet
Emergency- Paramore
Dog- Lemuria
Down South Ten Hours- All Girl Summer Fun Band
Misery Business- Paramore
Titties Bounce- Gravy Train!!!
Fidelity- Regina Spektor
Landslide- Dixie Chicks

Second chances, they don't even matter, people never change.

2008-07-30T14:54:47Z

Jen Denhart

I am making a mixed CD of ridiculous girly pop punk bands for us to scream along with when we are drunk

expect it to include:

Be Your Own Pet
Gravy Train!!!
Le Tigre
Bikini Kill
Sleater Kinney
Paramore
Cruiser Weight
Lemuria
Miley Cyrus (that ones just for you)
Kimya Dawson
Peaches
Rilo Kiley
Regina Spektor

etc. etc.

this will also probably end up being what I listen to when I go running, jump roping, and hula hooping lol.

collstrz @ 2008-07-28T14:01:00

2008-07-28T18:02:48Z

I can't fucking wait till you see what I become
and how its NOTHING like you.

Thanks for all the love and support
you're supposed to be my family.

collstrz @ 2008-07-19T13:14:00

2008-07-19T17:16:00Z

Dark Knight was so good

today I want to go to Whole Foods & ride bikes

how hipster of me right?

Someone please find me a job before I die.

collstrz @ 2008-07-17T01:00:00

2008-07-17T05:00:54Z

wiped out big time on Jordan's fixie

hey awesome.

collstrz @ 2008-07-16T02:19:00

2008-07-16T06:19:26Z

hahahahahahahahahaha what a night

If this is what you folks call art, its fucking depressing

2008-07-10T18:03:49Z

Alright so the last post, was the last post about that situation.
I won't keep doing this to myself. So I will be more constructive in here now.

I will post the things I do that make me happy, for example:

picture of my little brother I took at sea world.

I expect better things from myself, I hope I will fulfill them starting now.

collstrz @ 2008-06-26T17:12:00

2008-06-26T21:15:25Z

Ive been complaining about the same things over and over in here... so let me change it up:

FUCK YEAH TOMORROW IS FRIDAY! CRITICAL MASS!
SOMEONE GO SEE WALL-E WITH ME THIS WEEKEND!

collstrz @ 2008-06-24T15:46:00

2008-06-24T19:47:30Z

I dont think anyone fully understand where Im coming from and where Ive been.

collstrz @ 2008-06-22T16:22:00

2008-06-22T20:29:42Z

Hey yesterday was fun.

But um going hot tubbing before making sure the hot tub actually gets hot, and forgetting to bring towels, is a fun, yet terrible idea.

I cant wait to get my bike back tomorrow and get her some really sick rims/tires. AND THEN CRITICAL MASS ON FRIDAY =D =D =D

Also, do not ask me to do anything that involves money anymore. Im so broke and Will owes me $175 still, which until I get that back, I'm not doing shit, unless its free, not to far away, or I can ride my bike there. I want a tattoo and it will not happen unless I save.

Tonight I am showering, making dinner, reading, and watching movies at home. And thats all I want to do.

Relaxing begins: now!

collstrz @ 2008-06-19T12:46:00

2008-06-19T16:46:36Z

Hell yes last day I have to drive to Leeseburg!
fucking thank you!

Anyways, I can't deal with awkward pouting. Do not ask me to hang out and then mope around the whole time.

Hulk was intense and so good! Jen, I need that joker shirt so I can wear it to the premier of Dark Knight, so I need to give you money so you can hook it up; additionally with the leopard pants as well... and probably some black ones.

So now that schools done today I have to go find a job for real.

I still feel like a bad person. I can't get that miserable feeling out of the pit of my stomach.

I am boring blah blah blah

2008-04-20T05:10:16Z

I am putting my two weeks in at Houlihans again. Fuck that place. I'm never going back this time.

I got a new really super old vintage camera that only 300 hundred were ever made for my photography class. I'm super siked, especially to start my class. Also, I may be getting the job as the photographer for Lake Sumter's newspaper which means I get an additional $600 a semester in scholarship money if I am. My first year in college flew by and I feel really great about my life.

My parents are in Nevada/California till next friday so everyone should come keep me company.

Also, me and Neil watched Into the Wild today which was probably the saddest/greatest movie ever. That guy was a total badass.

I feel like I don't have real friends lately, only drinking buddies. Its kind of depressing.

Oh well.

Lastly, I just wish I had time/energy to exercise lately. Double oh well.

Time to make 1 a.m. pancakes with Neil! Bye!

I do this to remind me that I'm really really tiny

2008-04-11T04:36:11Z

Life is going good.
I had a break down a few nights ago because I suck at math and doing stuff for my algebra class was making me feel like I was going to fail at life for some crazy reason. I don't know. I was just being a typical overly emotional female I guess. I think I am going to be crazy and go spend $40 on a bra at victoria secret b/c I am so tired of nasty ass target and Walmart bras that don't fit right and fall apart after like two months. I need to get a bathing suit soon too. YUCK. I am not looking forward to what kind of self-esteem blow that is going to be. Fuck, at least I have a boyfriend who makes me feel beautiful.
My Sister moved to Tennessee and her kitty ran away their first day there =[
Me & Neil are making our serious plans for next year.
He is trying really hard to get a job at a Green House.
We're getting all his papers together for Lake Sumter.
Next year its Gainesville. The only place that will keep me happy in Florida for a few extra years.
We'll both be going to UF.
I'll be getting my BA in English and BFA in Creative Photography with a minor in Art History.
He is going to be getting into a very competitive field getting his BA in Botany.

Things seem together. I feel like I finally know what's going on with my life and am very happy. I just hate Houlihans and want a less shitty job that doesn't make me want to kill myself please.
Listening to Spectacular Views by Rilo Kiley right now makes me feel really optimistic too.

collstrz @ 2008-03-27T13:33:00

2008-03-27T17:34:07Z

name ten things you wanna do before you die and then go do them.
name ten places you really wanna be before you die and then go to them
name ten books you wanna read before you die and then go read them
name ten songs you wanna hear again before you die, get all of your friends together and scream them

because right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

think of all the things that are wrong with your life and then fix them
think of all the things that you love about your life, be thankful you are blessed with them
think of all the things that hold you back and realize that you don't need them
think of all the mistakes you have made in your life, make sure that you never repeat them

because right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

name ten thousand reasons why you never wanna die, go and tell someone who might've forgotten
try to list the endless reasons why it's good to be alive, and then just smile for awhile about them

soon the sun will rise and another day will come
soon enough the sun will set, another day will be gone

and right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

collstrz @ 2008-01-25T06:37:00

2008-01-25T11:38:54Z

I have wrote in here in forever.

School is kind of hard this semester... its alright... I'm just busting my ass though.

My birthday is next week... Buca di Beppo! Yay!

Will Sanabrias is tomorrow... I think San Joses... Im not sure. I hope so though.

I should go get ready for class though... bye!

collstrz @ 2007-12-14T10:47:00

2007-12-14T15:50:32Z

I have the best boyfriend ever

Neil woke up reaaaaaaaaaally early this morning and made me breakfast in bed

I love him so much

and Brittany Riffle too.

collstrz @ 2007-11-29T09:43:00

2007-11-29T14:44:30Z

Happy Birthday Sarah Snow!

I miss you and I hope I get to see you when you're here next or as soon as I can make it up there!